We are in a mind-frame these days that everything can be fixed quickly. Pop a pill and all will be well. So many want the wisdom and skills without doing any work. It can be an easy trap to fall into, especially when the person 'talking the talk' sounds ever-so convincing. However, an interesting thing happens to these individuals when they are faced with an individual that is doing the REAL work. They are angry. They become begrudging and spiteful. They are jealous. Spirituality, TRUE connection to self and the universe, is not like clicking a computer...learning the "vocab" is not enough. Once they 'feel' your presence, your healed energy and soul, they realize that they are not really where they should be, and that they have been deluding themselves, in order to get that quick fix, and not have to do any work. They may lash out at you. You are radiating what they 'thought' they had, and now they 'feel' the difference. They are not going to like that very much, and they are going to try to stop you from advancing any further. This is mainly because your mere presence stirs up their energy. It bugs them, a lot! It is as if you are giving their heart a shake, dusting off the layers of dust and cobwebs, and their heart stretches to feel your energy. Have you ever had a long spell without exercise, and then exercised as if you were fit and healthy...how did you feel the next day? ;-) It is kind of like that :-)
People get used to being a certain way, and begin to accept who they are and where they are at. To be then in the presence of someone who has had the courage to step out of their comfort zone and sqeeze their heart free, well, that is going to make them feel threatened and worried that you might inadvertantly pull them out of the comfortable steel bubble they have created for themselves. Many people do not like change. Change is frightening for some, and terrifying for others. Remember the effect you can have on some people, as if you repel them? That is because your energy is not on the same wavelength as theirs. Either you are being majorly triggered, or they are, for whatever reason. Now, imagine we are talking about this massive shift of awakening and healing happening to you, and not a family member. Your mere presence causes shifts in them, without you saying or doing anything. ALL souls long to heal and grow; despit the will of the ego. So while their ego fights it, their soul longs for your healing presence. This creates chaos for them internally, like as if starting an internal war inside them. Any of you who are doing their internal work will remember that war...it was not nice, was it? Remember now, too, that you actively embraced that war. How do you think a person who is very much asleep is going to understand that war, lol...can you see now how they may be acting worse than ever around you? If they can bring you back down, trigger you back to that place of sleep pain, without mindful awareness of what is happening, they get to stay in their steel bubble, because they pulled you back down. Be easy on them, for they are beginning a difficult fight, one that they are not willing to 'lose' because they still think of this world as a place to 'win or lose'
For those having to be in this place, know that this does not last forever. You DO progress beyond being affected by these fearful humans. You are still learning, too. Keep searching for your healing. Let their soul worry about their healing and lessons. It is time to break away from trying to save everyone else, and worrying about everyone, and honoring your own path. Do it with open eyes. Do not become swpet away by the fancy words of the smooth talkers...keep searching for the meaning behind the words and you will find it. And when those that are fighting you are ready, they, too, will find it xxxxxx