I was thinking about why I do not help everyone, and why I am purposely removed from some people when it would appear that they need me the most. I was feeling bad about a specific event where someone was really counting on my help, and I was totally not aware of it and it was only after the event had passed that I was made aware of the events that had happened. It was as if a veil had been placed over my third eye and over my world so that I would not see the person, their pain or what was happening. As I pondered this and why it is so, a recently passed soul came forth to chat. She said not everything needs to be known and sometimes we humans actually do ourselves more harm than good when we know all the answers or get the messages we are seeking.
Having done this work for many years now, she said that I have always trusted spirit to protect me and prevent me from passing on information when it is not apt, and that this inner trust that I have cultivated has actually removed me from many situations on purpose, in order to respect the balance of the universe, people's ;earning paths and my own path. I found that really interesting as I really do have the <heal the world> complex, lol...but knowing that I can be prevented from overstepping my boundaries when necessary makes me feel so reassured that I am trusting spirit to intervene and prevent me from misusing this ability when required. I have had times in the beginning when I did override my inner voice telling me not to step into a situation, but I wanted to help the person so much that I have actually undone lessons that they had set themselves up to learn. It was not a malicious thing, it was out of love, but I interfered in their karma, if you will, and the lessons they wanted to experience.
I look back now and ask forgiveness for having done that and spirit reminds me that I have my own path of learning, too ;-) In this field of work, I know I am not going to always be there for everyone as they need me, and at times it is because I am not allowed to interfere. Now that I trust my own inner self and I trust the universe to keep me aligned for the highest good of everyone, I know that not being there for some people is actually the best thing and the most loving thing I could ever do for them. And this is what this lovely lady told me this morning. She said some people need to feel alone in their battles. In order for us to find our inner strength and feel certain emotions on a deeper level, we cannot always have a hand held out for us from those we <expect> to help us. this is to allow us to help ourselves and give others that we would otherwise dismiss, to be given their opportunity to help us, too.
Thank you, lovely lady, for stopping by to give me this insight. I feel better about not having helped, lol, and for being allowed to not help when I am not supposed to. That is a hard one to learn, but I am grateful that spirit teaches me in such a loving way. x