Many tell me that there is so much energy around these days that if we feel unstable, to ride with it. Right now I would like to rise above it and just watch thanks lol. Hence the blocks. Everytime I say no, the universe says, oops sorry can’t do that. So I block a part of my ”world” instead. The block is just me saying there is something I am not accepting–that is all. As soon as I recognise the pattern and stop it, my life resumes it’s gentle, flowing sail down the tunnel of life. because I am ALLOWING it to flow.
When we say no to something that is going to happen anyway, we create a block to try to stop it. Our mind is pretty powerful (no, our mind is SUPER DUPER powerful!!) and it can literally create messages showing us how we are trying to block things, instead of letting it flow. These messages can be in dream, or life situations. It can also be our loving guides and non-earth friends sending us little messages to show us that we are not allowing things to flow as they should. To not flow is to be out of alignment with our true path. By now many of us know that even if we do not know the EXACT reason as to why we are here, we did choose to be here and we have to trust that.
The best way I can explain this is to describe the water tunnel at the local Science Centre for kids (and big kids like me) Children spend hours creating little walls, using small plastic blocks. They stack them one on the other, the create zig zag designs, and sometimes they try to create a dam that blocks the water totally and prevents it from flowing through to the endo the the tunnel. Eventually the water levels rise and becoem more powerful that the blocks and either; knock the barriers down, or flow over the blocks, as if they were never there. Unfortunately for the parents watching this, it means watching your child get SOAKING wet and splashed in every direction, all the while desperately trying to stop the water from flowing.. and THEN the kids try their best to sail little boats along the choppy, flowy water, while the poor boat is crashing against the sides of the tunnel, slamming into the zig-zagged obstacle courses, and flipping eventually when the poor little sailing boat hits a big dam and flows over it with the momentum of the water. It can be funny to watch, (but not when you have a dinner reservation for an hours time, after the stores have closed and you do not have a change of clothes with you for darling son or daughter, lol. (That, in my humble opinion, is why electric hand dryers were really invented..)
Anyway, I am feeling like I have become a tunnel with a little sailing boat in it. The little boat can represent your health, your happiness, your abundance, your mental state, your decision-making skills, no matter what. When the flows of the earth’s energies flow through me and the speed of life’s asencion waters speed up, I can try to stop it, creating blocks, or I can just hang on and go with the flow.
So why am I using this analogy of my little water tunnel? Really, it is not like you have not heard ALL of this beofre from someone else, perhaps in a more eloquent manner, too. I am telling you because I am going through some major blocks right now. And what is causing my blocks to manifest? My thoughts…the inside of us manifests itself into the outside as soon as we think it. It is simply amazing how our simple thoughts can be so powerful and life-changing or stopping us progressing, depending on how you use them.
How did this happen? I allowed a drama of earthly levels to affect me on a spiritual level.
I went out with a friend on the spur of the moment and had so much fun at a concert last week. We had no idea that we were going to the concert–we had originally thought that we were going to a movie but to our heart’s delight, we managed to get last-minute tickets for a concert in town. We were so excited to go! We got all dressed up and headed into town, had a blast at the concert and then enjoyed a delicious meal afterward. I did think about getting my car before leaving for the restaurant but my friend reassured me that we would be fine and we could get it afterward. We were enjoying the moment and did not bother to worry about anything..
We returned to the car only to find the carpark locked–it had been locked at midnight–it was not 1am and our chances of getting home reducing rapidly. I completely panicked and got upset. I totally forgot all about my lovely concert and became so obsessed with my car that I literally called halt to our fun. As we rode the train home, I was quiet and sullen, barely talking, and even phoned my poor hubby and woke him from his bed to give out to him about me leaing my car in the carpark! As if it were his fault!! lollol (thankfully he was understanding) As we sat on the bus, having changed at the station, I slid my brand new phone into what I thought was my bag, but it turned out it was the large bow on the front of the bag. The phone slipped out and fell onto the seat. We rose suddenly to get off the bus and I left my phone behind.
I only realised as I got out of the taxi (yes, I know, I live far away from the city centre lol) that I no longer had my phone. I then had to drive my friend home and spent the ENTIRE time complaining about the phone, the car, the money it was going to cost me etc, etc, etc…totally absorbed in myself and my issues.
I dropped her home, still angry and got home and woke my husband to talk to him!! (again, thankfully he is tremendously patient–lollol)
I spent the entire weekend feeling sorry for myself and complaining about it, and then awoke on Monday with a pain in my jaw. It felt like it was dislocated. The pain was so intense and gradually got worse and worse until it turned into a migraine. It was only when I had had to totally stop all thoughts about my phone, my car, myself and my drama, that I realised that perhaps it was not by accident that I lost my phone. Perhaps I couldn’t get my car out because I was being protected from driving at that time of the evening. The universe was stopping me from using the car and I was not listening. I turned it into a big, earthly drama, and created so many other reasons why this had happened (cursing going out, my friend, my car, my city, the person waiting in line ahead of us in the restaurant..you name it, I blamed it…and felt tremendously sorry for myself at the same time, reminding and repeating to myself how bad my luck was…)
My thoughts could have changed the situation but at the time I chose to not allow them to, creating a block to my flow. It was only today (I know, a little slow lollol) that I realised just how fast I manifested another disaster in my mind. And it happened almost instantaneously…what was I thinking?? Well now we know what I was NOT thinking lol. I was not thinking of the message being shown to me to learn. So my car wondow stopped working. It blocked too. By this stage I knew I was seeing a pattern and I decided to fix it :-)
I phoned my friend and apologised for my behaviour. Thankfully she was gracious and she understood. That afternoon I went out for a walk at a local farm corn maze. I happened to tell the farmer’s wife about my phone drama, still feeling self-pity. The owner of the maze happened to have an old cell phone I could have for free (with it’s charger!!) from someone who had lost it, TWO YEARS AGO and was trying to get rid of it. It may not have been the one I lost, but universe is showing me how to be grateful for the messages it sends me again.
I was still wallowing in my self-pity and not trying to see the message at hand though…..so my inner thoughts came out as a pain in my jaw, to show me that I was still blocked..you know, we really do love ourselves..if only more people could realise how much their souls adore them. They would be so much more forgiving and kind to themselves.
We always have a choice of how to view our lessons, and I had forgotten that the other day, and learned my lesson well lol…The pain in my mouth, and broken window stopped me from my full enjoyment of life, love and my alignment with our energy and it’s flow because I had created a block to it. When you cannot see the block in your mind, it comes out to say hi…in the world that you CAN see..
As soon as I realised that this was what was happening I ‘put in a call’ immediately to my guides and we chatted about releasing the block. I had become out of alignment. I was too absorbed by myself and my ego to remember who is actually in charge here. Hence the feeling of having the dislocation in my jaw and the ‘short circuit’ in my car electrics. They guided me to contact my Chiropracter, book in a service for my car, meditate on reconnecting with Divine God/Source and sleep. And so I did. And as I rested and meditated, I let my guides (and many, many angels–thanks guys!!) help me as I did.
I am still sore but I am grateful that it was only a sore jaw that showed me that I was out of alignment. It is important to hear the whispers. when you put your left leg in and then take your left leg out, your guides will be right beside you, with a little loving nudge, to remind you to put your leg back in and stay in alignment. They chose to be there for you. just like you have chosen to be here. Be well. I love you xoxo