Some believe that is will come with great force, others with peace and control. I say it will come in whatever way it is best there to teach you, when you are ready. I have been struggling with the speed of the mind recently. I am seeing solutions to many issues, I feel the right solution to many hurts, I hear the words that will make the biggest impact. On me. I cannot see, hear, feel like others. I am not on their path. This is not an easy thing for me to do. I want to save everyone that I am forgetting to save myself. So I am stepping back. I feel like I have turned into a fly. I watch the world slowly moving along, while internally, I zoom about the place. So when I decided to step back a really odd thing happened.
I felt a sheet of see-through protection surround me. Like glass that is so clear that you cannot see it. I can call this protection to me anytime, no matter what the circumstance. It can be frustration, fear, anger, sadness, despair, basically anything that I suddenly feel will have a negative impact on me or is not there to help me in a any way. Boom. The wall goes up. It makes me feel sometimes that I have learned to shut off my emotions. That thought does not make me feel very impressed with myself. And then I remember the doctor that is not attached can remain objective to the best treatment possible in some circumstances..But all is for a reason so I am allowing this wall to emerge as I feel guided to surround myself with it. Like a caged being. It feels like a zoo, but I am not the species that is dangerous. The wall is protecting me from those that are. And there are many.
So many spiritualists these days want us to only focus on the good, the light, all that is love. And, to a certain extent, they are correct. However, to ignore that there is darkness, is a great disservice to us and our fellow light workers.
There is darkness. It can be scary. It comes in many hidden forms. It will come in many forms. The stronger you become, and the more aware you are of others’ energies, they more you will recognise it. And learn to protect yourself from it. Everyone recognises it differently.
The response, however, is not more darkness. It is not to fight back, it is to surrender in love. It is love AND light. Light will always be more powerful than lack of light. For darkness is only that. It is the lack of light. It can across as very evil, and from the outside, it can certainly seem that way. But it is always from one that has not allowed the light in. They are prisoners to their lack. And this can make them crazy. It can make them think and feel and want to behave in very strange ways. Many who are also lacking light may not think thier actions odd, though. It is only those with true and wide-open eyes that can see it.
We have all had moments when we have focussed on our lack of light. Thankfully, for many, this lack is less and less as we learn the tools to fill ourselves with light. And keep it there. there a many beings of light around us now that are very willing to help you stay filled with God’s light. We are all one in this universe. That is true. And there are many on your level of evergetic functioning, with as much light inside their beings :-)
But remember that not all have that light. They lack. We may be one, but not all of those in the ONE are of light.
Focussing on sending light to one that lacks it, will fill you with light. No-brainer :-) It is your light that will vanquish the lack.
Light-filled or light-lacking? Which sounds stronger to you? The gun filled with amunition or the one that is empty. Emptiness hurts. It is a bitch. Who would ever willingly wish this on themselves? Unless to feel the true differences as they fill with light.
Some are here, already filled with light. Some are not. Many are not. They are not damned to hell. they are just ignorant. They lack the light or knowledge that comes with consciously being conscious in LIGHT. there a re many conscious beings out there that are not using their consciousness in light. But we all have access to it–that light. There is only one way to get that light, and that is to open your heart.
Is your heart open? I see mine as a swinging door. It swings wide-open and light fills me so much so that I spill light out onto others as I walk past them in the street, or as I think of them. Light can go to the person, but it is only them that can receive it. If their heart is closed, how will it ever fill with light? You can try to feed a little baby its first solids, but if it jams its mouth shut…good luck! You will nothing in there. They will open their mouth when they are hungry enough for the food being offered.
Many of us do not see that we do the same thing with the light in our hearts. We wait until we are ravenous before we let it feed us. Feed our soul. Our every being. Light heals and nourishes us. Like food. Without food, our bodies will dies. without light, our souls cannot survive either. Every so often my door swings closed, because I allow my ego to get its grip on the door handle, and it closes the door shut. I am slowly learning to love my ego, send it love and gently take its hand away from the door, so that the light can fill me once more. Again, this takes time. It is not automatic for everyone.
Like the mother who learns how to coax her baby to eat. We learn through trial and error. Screaming and shouting will not open the baby’s mouth. The baby may cry and open its mouth, but try to put food in there and it will spit it back out. your heart is the same. Open it with love, not anger or hate. Hating something is not the way to get it to open. Fighting a closed door is like banging you head against a brick wall, in the hope that the brick wall will miraculously become anything but a brick wall. The more you bang your head on it, the more aware you become that it is a brick wall and the more you fear every being able to break it down. The rotten sponge cannot be cleaned with more dirt. The sad cannot be helped with more sadness. We cannot fight anger with anger, or fear with fear, or lack of light with lack of light.
Just like our heart, when it has lacked light for a long time. Did you honestly think you could mis-treat your heart and feed it poor choices and anger and hate, and then expect it to be willing to open to light. Your heart needs to learn to receive. This is how you need to look at those who are lacking in light. For whatever reason, they are unable to open their hearts. Pain, hurt, loss, despair, mental illness, trauma, anger, fear, sadness…the list is quite long. These things can cause one to stop opening to the light. Those lacking in light are always lacking for a reason. Feeding into the reason will not solve the problem. It just feeds the issue of lack. Prison inmates often will break the law once released from prison, to get back inside, as they are afraid of the outside, unknown world. The prison is a safe place that they know well, so they choose to stay there. Like our heart if it lacks light…The unknown, whether light or not, can be a familiar pace. Familiarity is hard to walk away from, it is comforting, it is safe. They know what to expect. Even if they are lacking light to us, it is what they know. All they know.
For those of us on the outside, this can be hard to understand, but regardless of the reaction you have, send light, and love. Whether you understand or not, remember that they are in a state of lack. A cycle that can be difficult to break. Send love to every thought that you feel about them. Send light to them on a regular basis, even if you are initially not sure of the outcome. Sometimes doors have draughts. Even the tiniest amount of light can make a big difference. A tiny bit of rain can do a lot for a plant dying of dehydration. Just like a tiny bit of light can save a dying soul.
Respond to the soul, to every soul, with light, love, caring, compassion. You too may have felt lack at one time. How did you overcome it? Think back to that time and bless it with lots of love and light. That time has made you the light-filled being you now are. You are filled with light when at one time you may have lacked it. Remember that with love and then remember that with anyone you meet, who demonstrates to you that they are in that place of lack.
Were the ones in your past that fed your anger, the ones who released you from it?
Or was it those who acted out of love that you remember?
How did you break free?
did you finally decide to focus on love, or one with love taught you to think with love. Love is always the way to trun a situation around.
You have a choice–send one lacking light, love, or feed their lack, but validating their reasons to remain in lack. It is like being in a dark room, where no-one has ever told you the benefits of turning on the light switch. If they never see light and love, how can they ever learn to behave or receive all that is light-filled?…Be the courageous one to show light to those lacking it. Your courage may be the drop of light that they needed to remember what light felt like, nourish them, and allow them to live in hope, on a deeper level, knowing that light can still get in. ♥