I walked along a planet that looked lilac, had several moons and the ground was not cold, hot, but just was. I had no emotion that I could attribute or equate to any of the human emotions I have ever had. I just was. I was everything and just there, in peace. I was like an open book, just calmly observing the planet around me. and I had purplish skin, and long hair, and looked like nothing I have ever seen on this planet or in the movies. hmmm A friend came and took my hand, as we walked along, just at peace. Looking at us now, I do not even think we had a gender, no female or male, just beings, friends. the person felt like family to me. We were transported then to a classroom, where another being with beige skin, a long neck and q-tip shaped head was standing at the top of the classroom, speaking to us. they were surrounded by a mound/hill where other students, I think, were sitting, listening. We were all there to learn. We were not the only two types of beings there, either. There were many different beings, from many places, all learning together. I sat there as the teacher pointed towards a planet on the board, and out into the sky. I felt like they were talking about planet earth, interestingly. It seemed like we were learning all about earth, or what earth would look like. I now think I may have been in the stages of creation of planet earth…interesting. We were being taught what to expect…it seems like time before time, if that makes any sense…;-)
And then I jumped into a land, filled with hills, trees and long grass. this was definitely time before time. I had thought it was around 400 or 1400…but now I see that I was in a different dimension that perhaps paralleled those times. I saw myself as a woman, but more magical and faery-like. I approached a dragon and stroked its head and it bowed its head and spread its wings out. It was a very powerful dragon. A dragon that protected a large group of people. One person, not of this group, observed this scenario, also. They stood away, and although I did not sense badness or lack of light, they were not to be trusted…funky energy in them made me wary of them.
and then I jumped to a king-like man, whose eyes I recognised and it all made sense to me why this person in this dimension seemed so familiar to me like the king. The king was like a father to me, and this person in the now, is also like a father to me…interesting…he comforted me as I was upset and then I left. I ended up on the sand, and dirt. It was dry and dusty. I briefly saw Jesus and saw myself moving around, as a teenager aged girl. I was cleaning hair, and I was, now I see it…not a servant, but a servant of God. I was a child of God. Literally. and now I dedicated myself to working with the group of people. and now I recognise many eyes of that time, too…this time still needs more meditation for me…as my ego is jumping in non stop and preventing me from seeing something here…I saw myself being told that my time to serve is over…I am no longer a servant…it is time to move on…walk on…go forth…those who wish to follow you, will…you cannot take everyone with you, especially those who do not want to go…
I finally jumped to human earth time again, into the body of a woman—I had said Egypt, and now I am thinking the Congo area…It is in Africa and I know I have roots there…I am a healer and spiritual woman in the village I work in. I can see magic all around me — there are so many colours all around me now, as if I can bend the magic airs around me…I see many colours and I see the aura of others and I can touch their ‘colours’ and change them, rearrange them, heal them. I see many things about them and I see their animals, their guides, their souls needs and how to help them move up and on…the line up of people is so huge, long, and seems to go on forever…I am young and I have so much energy…I feel like I am only there in a body, but I am not of there at all…I am of another time….one of much power.As I sttod there, I jumped into her and she jumped into me. Her colours that had been all around, came to me and her soul and very essence moved into me. It made me cry. It felt huge, like a huge surge of wisdom and power, for want of another word. I suddenly expected my hands to burst into flames. But that did not happen until a few weeks later on the day I did my reiki two class, lol. As I was initiated, my hands turned into fire, I saw the fiery flames emanate from my palms, and then my entire body had a layer of fire and flames on it. I started to heat up, but did not feel pain. I felt power, a lot of power, and a lot of energy coarsing through me. It was so incredible.
I am ready to channel and use that power. it is my intention to step into that power fully, for my highest good, and allow what is meant to happen, for my highest good, to happen, to allow me to step into my true self. There are many clues to who I really am. They feel like peices to a jigsaw puzzle. Faeries, dragons, beautiful alien/mystical beings, you are all me and I see you all now. I am ready to see more and integrate more. Allow this to happen safely and gently, please. Thank you ♥ I think I already am starting to. People are literally falling away from me and staying away from me. They have made their choice, which I must respect and respect myself by allowing myself to move forward. I have had a rocky few days, wobbling around the place, not understanding why I felt all of this new anger and instability around me and in me, and now I see myself taking back control. I am in control. I am no longer a victim who allows others to control my world. I see that this is not going to go down well with some who want me to remain in my current role of a victim and gentle giver…but that is no longer who I am now. I am in charge and I know how to do that responsibly.
I see this dragon all the time now..I love her so much. I feel like she is here to serve me, and is me, all at the same time, allowing me to call upon her and she becomes a part of me to allow me to channel her strength and power and abilities…like the fire and I almost want to say hypnosis, with her eyes…hmmm…Man is she ever strong and powerful. I laugh as I now realise how many people I have scared with what others call ‘my very intense eyes’ lolol ….its eyes have become my eyes. Even when I look in the mirror, I see new eyes, as if my eyes are changing. I wonder if others see it too…It would be interesting to see it, and chat to others about it.I feel its power and its strength. I feel like I jumped from the woman in the meditation, to the dragon.
Last night, when I asked to ‘see through the eyes of the dragon’ the room, in all of its darkness, changed. The energies changed and I saw a few faces…and some that seemed upset or some that look down-right alienish to me. I could see beings only showing themselves through the mirrored doors of my wardrobe, and could feel the presences of many, although did not see actual full-formed beings in front of me. One such energy did get right into my face, and another, that felt very gentle, seemed to approach, and almost kiss me or stroke my face. It felt so gentle that I left it to say hello. I had protected myself fully and had an array of angels and masters and friends in spirit around me, protecting me. The protection I feel around me these days is big. Every so often, the walls fo protection come down, and I am horrified and worn out by the negativity, hatred and just down-right darkness I feel around me. Today I forgot to remember to put the walls back up and had an argument with my physio therapist. uugh! That felt awful and thank goodness for Reiki is all I can say…Filling her and me with Reiki and before I knew it, she had walked away and she had backed off until I had left. I blessed her for having given me the opportunity to break the cycle of letting darkness in again. Thanks my’dear. I feel much better now that I see what was happening. Thank you Lord for healing me and the situation :-)
I have been filling myself up with healing energy every since. and the wall of protection is back up! lol :-) I only realised today in the car what had been happening. The energies are all around me now and they are so strong, as they cry upwards to be released into the universe. They try to hold onto us, and some did manage to stay with me, but now I release them with love and I walk on.
The energies this week seem to have been like a roller-coaster…floating back and forth, making me feel literally sick, as if I was going to vomit at any moment. Interestingly, my children felt it too and they were complaining of pains in their tummies…
I also saw many colours around me recently. Like a rainbow around me. It is mine now. I am rainbow girl, lol. Those colours need protecting now, too. Recognising what is happening and see patterns that are ready to be broken, are the key. I slipped back these last few days and it felt so awful. I am consciously going to continue stepping forward now, as I am ready to walk forward again. I feel like I am in a waltz…forward, backward, sideways, and woosh, let’s jump, lolol :-)
Before the dragon eyes became mine (they are still here) I saw two other beings around me. One was around me with her lavender skin and beautiful golden eyes and colourful curly wings. Then she evolved into another being that seemed to be a part of me. I am still this being and can call them to me at will. I f I think about them, they become me. I feel different when they are called to be a part of me. It is like we co-exist on different dimensions, sharing the same knowledge together, like twins and best friends. This being has a lot of knowledge and has a lot of peace. I seem to have the fire and the colours…we are a match. When this being wraps their wings around me, I feel like I am totally protected and it is then that I seem to be able to command and call a shield of protection around me at will. they must have very powerful energy as I see some people look at me and then step away or keep a discreet eye on my, lol…as if internally they know I am changing. That is why I changed my name on facebook, too. Libellule and I am changing and our magic is coming out. Many who cannot handle it are stepping away, and frankly I am tired of holding others up. It is time for me to drop all of my loads and just walk on. When I saw this and I made that decision, I saw two call out to me, as if, shoot, we know we are about to lose our chance…quick, grab back on while she is moving away, before it is too late. I am not carrying anyone anymore. It is time for them to stand on their own two feet and I am not allowing others and their energies to affect me or make me feel the way they wish to make me feel. If I wallow in their negativity and allow it to affect me, they have succeeded in making me into a victim. But no. Only I can feel like a victim. Not anymore. I hold my head up high and I move on. It is time to just send love and light to anyone who tests me.I have learned the tools that I need for right now, so it is time to put them into practice now.
This channel seems to have jumped in during this writing and it seems appropriate to put it here, as a final note :-)
These are just tests..Are you really serious about wanting to move forward? Well then show us, so that we may hug you one more time for the fabulous job you are doing. Never fear. Fear is for the ego, to protect you from feeling pain and allowing it to heal. Your ego loves you and only wants to protect you. But like a child and its mother, mom must step away and allow the child to wobble away, and fall, in order to heal and get up, to walk strongly forth. Walk forth. It is time. I love you. We love you x